The Power of Choice | Bhagavad Gita

 

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this morning we continue our journey into the teachings of the bhagavad-gita

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and this morning what we are going to talk about is more of an application of

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what we learned yesterday the deep philosophy that we discovered discovered

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and discussed yesterday that we are going to see how it plays out in life so

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there are two talks the first one is called the power of choice and will become very clear why I named it that

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and the next one is the result of all of this if you ever wondered what it is

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like to be enlightened what will I be like when I am enlightened then the last talk is going to talk about that living

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in freedom so in this talk we'll start off by discussing what Houston Smith

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mentioned when he started his chapter on Hinduism in his book religions of the

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world I mentioned this yesterday that when Houston Smith started his chapter on Hinduism which is the first chapter

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in his book the religions of the world she said one way of understanding

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Hinduism is that you can have whatever you want whatever you want you're going to have

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you get it but then that raises the great question of what do we want really in life and Hindu thinkers over the ages

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have systematized human wants into into four four categories four goals for

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pursuits of human life these terms are very well-known in India and people can

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rattle them off without actually knowing what they mean even thinking about what they mean Dharma artha kama Moksa

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literally they translate into kama translates into the search for pleasure

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kama is search for pleasure Arthur literally means wealth but the search

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for success power achievement wealth status all of that and then you go into

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the harbor which which is or term very difficult to define itself if you see the dictionary it'll have page full of

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meanings but it means morality righteousness the right thing

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to do the you know it means religion so all of that is covered under thermal

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literally the word Dharma comes from the root 3/3 means to hold together so that

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which holds the thing together is it's Dharma so that which gives us integrity that which makes us us is our thermal

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beyond that lies moksha more of that later let me put that scheme on the

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board here so we have which means

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pleasure remember there is no normative

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content in this what it means is that the teachers are not saying that you should pursue this they're just saying

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that we do it's a fact people pursue this let them just who we are Kurama is the pursuit of pleasure in all

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its forms then there is utter one

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meaning is possessions wealth so literally well but everything else

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wealth etc if you want to pay your own business that's the pursuit of artha it

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may not just be for the money it may be for the very challenge of doing something big and powerful and then

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there is thermal

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which can be translated as as morality I will translate it for our purposes today

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as conventional religion I will talk about what I mean later conventional

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religion and emotion

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spirituality spiritual freedom that's a

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moksha literally means freedom and I draw a line between them and we should

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really read Houston Smith's book you know he takes up each one and spent some time on that and he says search for

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pleasure comes naturally to us when we want to be happy the first thing that we do is food comfort food are a

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comfortable environment all the company our friends or go out for a walk on the herb on the beach not today it's going

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to be very hot day I have so whatever is Pleasant and nice and sensuous

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that's pleasure but pleasure has some some problems associated with it

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psychologists have dr. Bhatti there's a whole branch now called positive positive psychology Seligman talks about

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it pleasure is first of all it's transient even the knife is a chocolate-chip

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cookie it lasts for a few seconds on your on your tongue but the pleasurable

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sensations are only for a few seconds even he says Houston Smith says the

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finest products of our civilization from time immemorial even back and bit oven

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when you listen to that classical music the most elevated subtle evolved forms

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of pleasure even after all of that after you enjoy that you still feel that was nice but is that all that there is to

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life that's all is it over you asked isn't can t be anything more than this

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service at mom who had occasion to mention yesterday she says that if you

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change pleasure single-mindedly very soon you will find nothing pleasing anymore if you party single-mindedly

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after one or two days you'd be disgusted with everything all of that so pleasure

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has its limitations beyond pleasure is the seeking for achievement in life it

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could be money it could be learning it could be editing and some kind of achievement status power in life

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so that is our top and beyond that is what I call conventional religion now

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there are those who are addicted only to pleasure but such lives are usually very

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frustrating and wit and very soon iron eclis self-defeating because they become

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unhappy in search for happiness through pleasure they become unhappy very fast we look at a classic example extreme

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example would be addicts those who are addicted to alcohol or drugs or something some form of addiction and

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they what are they seeking there they're basically seeking for pleasure and not then it has become a strong habit which

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they cannot break out of Sri Ramakrishna's to tell this story about a

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man standing on the bank of a river in the villages in India and the river is in full spate it's a flood and this man

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sees something like an expensive rug being swept away on the flood flood tide

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of the river and he thinks what a shame why should it go to waste so he jumps into the river and struggles mightily to

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swim up to that rug and then he swims up to it he discovers it's a bear being swept away by floodwaters and of course

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the bear gives him what bears to a bear hug and holds on and people standing on

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the shore they don't know that they see this man being swept away and he's sort of struggling with a rug what seems to be a rug and they shout to him let the

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rug go let the rock go you'll be swept away he'll be drowned and the man shouts

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back I'll let it go it doesn't let go of me that's what addiction is it's a bear

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which you hold to and doesn't let you go afterwards when even when you want to let it go now that is very short-sighted

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and and the pleasure from that is very short-lived the happiness from that is very short-lived but more happiness

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comes from this one Seligman again he calls it engagement where you are

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engaged in it could be your career it could be a hobby it's not pleasurable if it gives you

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some pleasure button it may not always be pleasurable if if for example a surgeon who does hours and hours of

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surgery and after that it's not pleasurable it's really hard work but after that if you ask that person he

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says it's very satisfying now that satisfaction comes from this

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from from this level your activity or engagement it is not it does not come from here the difference between the two

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is like if you sit on the couch and watch a game on TV passive enjoyment that's pleasure but if

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you go out there and play the game yourself with some friends maybe you are not playing at the level you see on TV

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you're not playing at that level but definitely the satisfaction is more when

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you are actually engaged physically mentally your challenge and your engage in this game so that's the difference

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it's active it engages all our capacities so often work does that and if you are lucky enough to find work

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with challenges you which gives you satisfaction so that gives more happiness than pleasure and then add to

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this mix morality decency doing

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something for others beyond our little the circle of our little self you see both of these are in some sense selfish

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because these sort of are around centered around the self but when we try

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to break out of the cell and do something for others a greater cause social action for something or doing

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something for others or religion also that gives another level of satisfaction

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under the level of happiness let me give you an example many of my friends whom

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we studied will be studied together so they didn't become monks and the only one who did but they went on to have

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dogs and a family and so on and years later one or two of them when I come

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across there and not only them people of their age you know in the 30s or early 40s one

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question did sometimes ask is now I have got this job of a family and have kids I

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sort of have the sense that this is what my life is going to be for the next twenty thirty years 20 years maybe until

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the kids go up until I retire out of my present job so is this all is that all

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because the desert I've seen I feel locked in that there is nothing more to

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this then it's nice I'm not unhappy but then this seems to be the end of life

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because in one sense this is what it's going to be until the kids grow up until I retire out of my job then I'll be old

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and I'll get sicker than that so I can sort of see it is that all and I'm not

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really happy with this not happy with the situation now you can see what that

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person lacks is this the next component so I just say to them it's very good

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that you have the family and the kids and your job and your career and your

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hobbies now take one more step look out to the community do something for others

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others who cannot do anything in return for you if they do something in return for you it comes back to the level of

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artha expand beyond the little self all in the pursuit of happiness all in the

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pursuit of happiness and it works it works you see one of the tragedies of

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our modern society is when we are seeking happiness all society seems to

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tell us is this these two look at the advertisements on TV you are happy you

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drink this drink this this fizzy drink you'll be happy because they're all

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happy they're all grinning get all shiny and happy and most of them are young unfortunately that's every if it's a

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young person's word and then you this

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gadget makes you happy iPhone 6 makes you happy doesn't make you happy then iPhone 7 is there

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so this vacation in Florida if you want

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more than that when you have a vacation in Hawaii so what our modern society

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seems to say is if you have got some of our Tran cover and you want more than

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this that the only alternative seems to be more of a tantrum or different kinds of pleasure amps and wealth and

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achievement the variations of these different permutations and combinations of this this doesn't seem to be anybody

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telling people that there is something beyond this so there is something beyond

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this when you expand beyond the confines of the little self in fact unselfishness

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makes you more happy than selfishness so either they can't assess this but it takes maturity to understand this

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sharing makes you happier than consuming everything yourself it's like a mother

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who has got this pie she's baked and the kids are coming home from school and

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there's only this one or two pieces left now does she think before the kids come home let me eat it because they're gonna

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eat it okay so let me let me finish it up first is that what she thinks oh she

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thinks I'll wait for them and and then I'll give them this the last two pieces of pie what will make her happier the

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second thing makes are happier because she loves them and she really wants them to be happy their happiness is magnified in her

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happiness and she doesn't think that I'll be happy if I eat it all so in the

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same way expanding beyond the confines of the little self gives you some more happiness and this is more or less the

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range of happiness the range of life as we know it

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what I have I call it conventional religion there is a reason for that here religion God whatever you call it

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the purpose of that is to make our lives a little happier let my family be

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healthy let me retain my job if I get fired like we find out on the job very fast let me find it

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I mean everything from satisfaction and peace and and security in this line down to a nice parking spot of whatever

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all of that God is supposed to help us to make our lives better mass religion

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is like that whether you go to church or a temple most people are going there

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because God will help me to make my life a little better I'm not really going

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people not really going there for enlightenment or to become the Buddha or to get get moksha liberation no they

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would very much like to continue with the life they have got but it just must be that much better God will help me to

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solve the problems my financial problems by relationship problems parking problems what-have-you

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so all those problems God builds up but I keep talking about parking because and

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Manhattan now and and that's the prime

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complaint I get from the people who come to the Vedanta Society there we don't get parking so God will help me to do

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all the all of this makes my life better and if God does not if God does not

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fulfill the role we have assigned for God then we say when he's fired people

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you come across people I don't believe in God anymore I prayed and prayed and prayed and there's no response it's just superstition so God was supposed to help

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me to make my life more comfortable God did not so God is fight is later on

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that's conventional religion you see God is for my present life to make it better

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to help me spirituality is something different which we go grow later on into

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spirituality something different where my life is for God God is not for this

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life God is not one more thing I add I I need pleasure I need wealth and I need God all of this

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goes to make this life better no the whole thing becomes a search a

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spiritual search the big questions in life what is the purpose of life is there God or any kind of ultimate

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reality at all do I at all exist in after death what's the point of this

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entire game when you asked these big questions you're asking spiritual questions and if your life is devoted to

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that if your pursuit if your sensual pursuit in life is that spiritual quest

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then you are a spiritual seeker when you are what is called in sanskrit sod haka

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a spiritual practitioner so there is a big difference in Vedanta they say that

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the conventional life is this a search for this when Houston Smith said what do

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you want hinduism says you can get what you want do you want this there is one

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word for all of this it's called samsara like in this world

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you exist you're happy you are miserable and you do muddle along the best you can

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and then we die and then we go on to other lives I need to repeat the whole thing in numerous variations and this

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goes on on and on as long as you are in that basically you want these things

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but a point comes when the soul matures when this person the individual we are

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in sanskrit it's called Jeeva we seek for something ultimate something

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permanent something eternal we want to know the reality behind the game we don't enjoy the magic show anymore

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anymore we want to meet the magician very vocative story I read where it

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describes a party you're everybody's invited to a party people are coming into them it's a mansion and lots of

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entertainment and food and people are coming in there they meet each other and they gossip and they have a good time

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there is music and there's dancing and then what the person the narrator he's also invited to the party and he says

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it's evening the night falls fast it is time for us to go many people came to

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the party many have departed others are coming but night is coming and I must go back I wish I could have met the owner

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of the mansion who invited us to the spa who is the person what who is behind all

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of this and that's all stands for garlic should the ultimate reality the party is this world so when you seek that you are

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seeking moksha you're seeking enlightenment you're seeking salvation whatever you call it you near Birnam a

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mature soul seeks that an immaterial soul seeks these a very very immature

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soul seems only displeasure a little more but your soul sees success and

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pleasure and that's the majority of people in the world today success I want to have a good time and I want to be

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successful the two go together so that's the move the most people and a little

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more enlightened for the people we think are decent god-fearing good people in this in this society the backbone of

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civilization they want all of them they want they want pleasure also they want

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to have a good time they want they want engagements in life a satisfying work something to contribute to society make

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something of your life but they also want to be good people and contribute to society and and move beyond limits often

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you will find very very rich people especially in this country they become

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philanthropists it's a natural progression unless you do that you've

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driven this amount of wealth and there's nothing more to do in life it becomes meaningless there's just a short story I

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read somewhere about a millionaire in those these millionaires with big things now billionaires away things I remember

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driving through Manhattan the person who is driving me gentlemen he said you know that particular apartment building a

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huge high-rise a skyscraper you know it's a prime location and people do not know this in that building there are 34

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billionaires apartments and penthouses which they have 34 billionaires now

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beyond that one once one reaches that one must expand beyond oneself otherwise

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the only result is is suicide the story which I read was there's a millionaire

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who finally commits suicide and in his suicide note he shoots himself

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right and suicide note he writes I the excitement has gone out of life the only

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the last thing I found which could be exciting is killing myself I want you to get a kick out of life there's nothing

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it's a circle the only way you got kicked out of life is by killing himself don't want to end up like that one must

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expand beyond that so one becomes a philanthropist does something for others

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but when one sees through all of this and seeks spirituality that one is

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looking for moksha now the point of today's topic the power of choice is for

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people like us definitely the spiritual question is awakened in whatever form this choice

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must now be deliberately made Who am I oh I am Brahman I know that that's

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that's the ultimate thing but right now as this individual person how do i define Merce myself where am i seeking

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satisfaction am i seeking satisfaction in partying am i seeking satisfaction in wealth am i seeking satisfaction in

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social service what is central you may go on the top of this and do go on with

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all of this but is it central to your life is it central to your life

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I like illustrate what I mean Mahatma Gandhi he says in one place in his

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autobiography when people ask me who I am

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people think that I am a politician some people think I'm a politician fighting

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for India's freedom some people think that I'm a I do social service I'm

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trying to reform Indian society social reformer but if you ask me Who am I I

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will say I am a simple man in search of God you see what is this the central

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theme of his life to him he says I am searching for God and the

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way he's searching for God is religion is social like activism is political

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activism the great issues of the day during history that becomes a spiritual practice but

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his central quest is a spiritual quest it's not politics it's not suddenly not

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pleasure it's not as Gandhiji was famously austere when he went to meet

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the Viceroy in London he went with his dhoti and little shawl around him and I

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think he meant yes I'm not the vice right thing he met met King George yes

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in George and the reporter asked him afterwards do you think so

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the reporter asked him mr. Gandhi do you think you're appropriately dressed to

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meet the king and he replied well the King wore enough for both of us in all

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his regalia and his medals and everything so Gandhi was was not seeking

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for happiness from having a pleasure or a good time or partying in the world and

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then the social causes the political causes he pursued even that was not central to him he said I have not all

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about India's freedom I'm not all about reforming caste and other problems in

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Indian society no I'm all about finding God that's a spiritual seeker continuing

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with the business of life but an essentially a spiritual secret that's the choice that we have to make where do

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we fall we are all because we are here we are definitely we belong to this category but we must consciously admit

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to ourselves otherwise how what happens is the habits of a lifetime keep sweeping us along

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these tracks and we get confused that confusion should be removed Who am I I'm

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a simple person in search of count I am a simple person in search of God

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simplicity is important Swami Vivekananda says combine at most

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seriousness with childlike simplicity combine utmost seriousness what is that

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most seriousness the greatest seriousness you can have in life is the first of spirituality there is no more serious

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question this all the questions of politics and science and art and nature

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they all fall far below this the ultimate question in life the pursuit is

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the greatest adventures of the spiritual adventure so utmost seriousness live will bring you to this in some form a

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spiritual quest combine utmost seriousness with a childlike simplicity you see we do just the opposite

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our lives are greatly superficial or eternally superficial and inside we are

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very complex we combine superficiality with complexity inside a lot of complexity and the way we lead our lives

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is superficial Swami Vivekananda says reverse it be very simple childlike

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simplicity inside but your whole life is at most seriousness there is a verse

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describing Ramakrishna she shoes Sonia magum Nia varam grandmama gadadhara

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brahma param I salute that part of brahman that transcendent Brahman who

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has appeared as Ramakrishna who combined within him these two qualities shi xuxia somnium the

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wholesomeness the sweetness of a little little child the purity the sweetness

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the wholesomeness of a little child and the next next phrase are gum many of our

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own who is so awesome that it is virtually unapproachable

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who is read his spirituality is so radiant that is virtually unapproachable so the combination of these two so

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this is the choice that I'm speaking about we have to consciously select this

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when you consciously select this you know this thing for which we are wearing

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the gala which he is wearing I am wearing it just symbolizes one thing it

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symbolizes this choice if I ask you here

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what is the goal of your life some of you may see something many of you will

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be will sort of hem and haw and you know in a big gathering if you ask most people will say go well I really

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haven't start and just sort of muddling through life muddling through life is basically this if you have a particular

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goal a high goal in life when you go to Bella but the monestry anybody any of

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the monks you asked there from the young man who has joined the order just yesterday to a monk who's been there for

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50 years there's one thing common to all of them if you ask them what's your goal in life they will tell you immediately

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it is God realization at monomakh sharp them jagat attire chat is the gold Swami

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they can to put forward it we really feel that our goal is enlightenment and welfare of the world and Latin meet for

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yourself and welfare a welfare of the world that is our goal so we have already made the choice this color it

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signifies an extraordinary choice people revere monks people revere monks of

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respect monks the reason is it's not that we are extraordinary we are very

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ordinary people but we have made an extraordinary choice we have made this choice that our purpose is motion God

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realization this is what we must make all of us this exercise this power of

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choice that we are seekers after liberation we are seekers after

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enlightenment we seekers after spiritual freedom that's what my life is all about and of course you can continue with the

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rest of it you have to if you're in ashram you be like us or if you're not

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householder you have to you have to have a job if you take care of your house you take it you to fulfill your roles in in

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society that's all right now once we decide this once we exercise the power

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of choice and decide we are spiritual seekers then comes a problem it's not

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easy as you are saying yesterday spiritual seeking this pursuit seems to

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have a lot of competition it's there seems to be a lot of pull the world exists a pull on us the pull comes from

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these what we have left you might say consciously I have left it

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behind but it doesn't work so fast doesn't work it's not all that easy strong tendencies of our past years past

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lights are there which exert a downward pull now that's what we are going to talk about what I'm going to talk about

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now is how what we learned yesterday the the insight into the real nature of the

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self at Magana self-knowledge how that can help us in our spiritual quest in in

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our sad and inode lives of spiritual practice for that let me take you to the

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gita chapter three verses from 36 till

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the end of the chapter which is 43 as we go through it at the end of the talk you

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will find the link between yesterday's talking and what we are doing today but at first it will seem to be something

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else so the verse 36 arjuna asks a

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question to krishna a very important question let me start with that Arjun

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asks this question a you know watcher attacking prio to'em Popham charity

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pollution on each anna p bosnia baladeva

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new Jetta Arjun asked this question o Krishna impelled by what instigated by

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what there's a person do wrong things not wishing to do anything wrong as if

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forced along by some force baladeva swept away by force you see when we do

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something wrong and we regret it afterwards this is regret and guilt is a very interesting fear interesting emotion why

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is it interesting because I did it and now I wish I had not done it there was

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something interesting what made me do it at that point what made me do it I feel it's against my values if it's a

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my values if it's a it's below my standard then why did I do it at all so that's what he's asking what makes is

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what sweeps us away from our path when we are seeking spiritual a spiritual goal enlightenment

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what delays us what holds us back what continuously sweeps us away from

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the path the question that is asked that's wrong it's all right in the class in the spiritual retreat but the moment

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we step aside and go back home we go back to our the freeway and back home and back to our office it's all

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gone but why is it all gone I made up my mind I shall lead my life in this way

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and the next moment within if you within the next hour it's all gone again why that is the question and this question

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is crucial it's a question that every spiritual seeker asks and a spirit who

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is not a spiritual seeker will not ask there's a difference in the

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mahabharata-- which this book is from there's a civil war between the princes

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of the same family so the villain of the piece is a prince called Duryodhana a

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very villainous man now somebody said Krishna should have gone and taught him

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the Gita teach the bad guy give wisdom

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to the bad guy and that will help

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prevent all this chaos and mess and warfare and everything why teach the good guy and Krishna actually tried you

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know the Maharajah stories the prisoner tried to persuade Duryodhana that he

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spoke the language of morality what you're doing is wrong it's not hard - at Harlem and duty earnest reply was very

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interesting it's exactly this point which Arjuna is saying here the question which Arjuna raises here is exactly what

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Duryodhana raised but with a twist Duryodhana said to Krishna Krishna don't

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teach me what is right and what is wrong I know what is right what is wrong that's not my problem

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not knowing right and wrong is not my problem my problem is I know what is

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right I don't feel doing it I know what is wrong but I

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can't stop myself from doing it you see he points to avail the core of a human

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predicament he's very honest he says John our meet her mom not America I know

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what is Dharma I don't feel like doing it is no tendency in me to to follow the crap it really doesn't come from within

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me jarnia Dharma that doesn't mean everything I know what's wrong what I'm

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doing is wrong but I can't stop myself I can't help it why can't you help it then he says there

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is some force within me which makes me do these things and just a bit that's

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the way I am okay now happy day in a hadith to Dana yet on you woody towards me at Harker

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only by some force within me in my heart as I'm directed that's what I do

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I'm impelled along this path I know it's wrong man I know I'll probably come to a sticky end but but this is just the way

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I am the difference between the Duryodhana watch makes him a villain and

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what makes Arjuna the hero is Duryodhana puts it the same thing as a statement

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this is how it is Arjuna puts this fact as a question this is what it is what

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can I do about it I want to get out of it I don't like this I want to get out of this I want to follow the spiritual

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path but I'll keep I keep getting swept away so what is it that's our that's the

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problem that's the obstacle the enemy in spiritual life and how do we overcome that that's the question Arjun asks and

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we look at Krishna's answer Krishna says sri bhagavan watcher come aisha croutha

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Asia rajagaha mood power Mahajan omaha palma wheatena me hawaii

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riddim desire and anger born of Rajas

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are that force that force you're talking about which do you the not mention which Arjuna you are talking about there is a

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four and that is desire and that is anger born of rajo-guna which is muharram

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whose hunger is insatiable the hunger desires insatiable muhabba might leads

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you to great error and great sin no these to be the enemy with the anal very

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No so these are the two and of these two

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anger and desire desire is essential because anger is nothing but desire yes

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frustrated desire frustrated anger is just reside frustrated when we want something and there's a block something

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somebody some situation prevents it and then we will lose our temper we can irritate it any time you are irritated

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any time you're angry immediately look for what is it which is not the way you want it to be that's why we getting

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there's something in the situation where it's not according to our desires and

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therefore we get upset so fundamental is this desire this desire is this karma

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the same word which is used here combination now shri krishna says it's

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not the same for all people in some cases this this layer of desire is light

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it can be easily removed in some it is more it takes effort and in some it is

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really thick it takes a long time so it tells it says this domain of realty when

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he guitar - amélie natural yet will be no brittle curva the thought in Edom

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brittle in some cases krishna says it's like the fire in enveloped in smoke -

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this fire ants enveloped in smoke a gust of wind is enough to blow away the smoke and reveal the fire in its fiery glory

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in the same way all our spiritual practices they is a cloud a miasma of desire around it

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a little effort will clear it up a little clarity will clear it up a little

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discipline will clear it up this like smoke around a fire sometimes it's thicker he says it's like

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dust on a mirror dust on a mirror will not go away by itself or by little gust

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of wind you need to scrub you need to scrub the mirror you need to polish the

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mirror so in some of our cases it's our mind is like that it's like a mirror

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with covered with dust so the reflection does not come it does not hold the teaching of Vedanta witness given this

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is a dust of desire over the mirror in fact Vivekananda Swami vacancies the

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the only thing that we can do is polish the mirror in the inspired talks there's

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this cryptic statement the only thing that we can do is polish the mirror in

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the Himalayas monks often greet each other by this statement well swami is

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the mirror clear is the mirror clear today mark Majid Asha and that one's

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okay Oh monk is the middle clear today what it means is is the mind limpid and

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lucid and and clarity clarity about what about the ways on picture and that's possible only when the dust of desire is

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cleansed and then he says there's a deeper conversed condition it's like the

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embryo in the mother's womb encased by the placenta and in that case one just

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has to wait for the baby to be born it takes time what it means is in such cases experience is necessary

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lifetime's experience so such people it will not help if you give them padartha

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lectures they won't come to the lecture anyway you think it's a waste of time why go and listen to a dusty old

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philosophy what God it is there's so much fun in the world outside go and have a good time so for then it will take time sri

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ramakrishna he would pick his disciples they choose he very picky he would pick his disciples very carefully

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but Vivekananda had a large heart so when he saw anybody suffering who and even a slightest inclination for

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spirituality religion he would drag the person to Ramakrishna he knew ramakrishna had the power to uplift that person's mind so he would

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tell sri ramakrishna do something for him you plead and he was phenomenal fishness favorite disciple and

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ramakrishna did not have the heart to refuse him but ramakrishna would say you know it's not his time you can't be

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impatient about these things let let him experience life they didn't go through life in one or two cases because of a

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kundus pleading ramakrishna actually gave a genuine spiritual experience to that person but then added that that's

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all for this lifetime it will haunt him in life's to come and he will turn to

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the spiritual life so something will haunt him in fifth you may even forget

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it but what has happened to him but it will haunt him but that's the only thing the Ramakrishna would do for that person

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let him take his time so he says there's a condition where the layer of desires

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so thick like a skin it takes time to grow out of it one of the monks was

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joking we are probably like Vivekananda's friends you know whom he would

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Ramakrishna would Ramakrishna knew a few words of English so one of them was friend he would say parent so when we

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makan they would drag one of these cases from off the street and bring him to Ramakrishna and say - something for him

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and another Krishna would sort of roll his eyes and say one of arranged parents

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so we are like that mostly we have some mantras joke we are like Norwich parents

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whom he has dragged before Rama Krishna do something for these people so and

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then Krishna goes on algorithm Jahna me Tina

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Johnny no need to be Reena come rupena county you douche /

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eternally natural the vedantic teaching

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which is given which you study which you listen what happens if this desire this layer

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of tendencies from our past lives or dislike it covers this knowledge it does

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not allow this knowledge to be effective so God algorithm yeah algorithm is

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covered desire covers this knowledge and the krishna says this these tendencies

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in our mind is stored up tendencies these are the eternal duties are the

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constant enemy of spiritual seekers he uses his language carefully he says

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it's a constant enemy for us for spiritual seekers not a constant enemy for others for those who are at this

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level desire is in fact what gives them happiness what gives happiness for the majority of

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humanity I want something I struggle to get it I get it and I'm happy right in when krishna

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talks about giving up desires one of the commentators writes this is madness if

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you give up desires if you'd give up desires for this and that and you do not struggle to fulfill your desires how you

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be happy now look at the concept of happiness in volunteer I want something

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I struggle to get it and then I do get it I enjoy it and that's happiness and

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then I want something more and I was talking for that and try to get it and that's happiness you give up desires how

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will you be happy so that's the question their faces for ordinary people desire

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is not a constant enemy it's usually the source of happiness I pursue that and get some happiness and that's it it

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becomes an enemy because in in consequence in in accumulation in in culmination its design which has led led

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me to this unhappiness in general so people do understand that desire is the

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cause of unhappiness but not usually usually desire is taken as a part of

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life and which we must pursue and fulfill but for a spiritual seeker all

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desires except desire for enlightenment all other desires are the enemy which

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which are the stumbling block which divert us away spiritual seeking here is an aside

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somebody may ask so isn't desire for God also a desire so I've got desires for the world and

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you've got desire for God so we've both got desires that's it Sri Ramakrishna says no desire for God

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cannot be counted among desires because it destroys all other desires he gives a homely example this is sugar

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candy mystery yes he says that cannot be

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considered a sweet because sweets produce acidity acid reflux and this

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thing destroys acid Oh to both tastes sweet but this one destroys acidity if you got acidity take that and destroy

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the sedative in the same way designs for the world ultimately lead to unhappiness

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desire for God helps you to overcome that unhappiness so it cannot be considered among worldly desires now how

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do we get out of this situation Arjuna's question what is it that

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prevents me and answer was desired an angered born of desire now how do I get

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out of it what is the technique here is where we will relate what we learnt yesterday Krishna now says where does desire lie

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what is the hiding place what is the secret location where desire resides that's what you must watch an attack

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indriyani mano booty a star - Donna what

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Chetty it'll be more healthy aja Yanam

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our bread today unum three places you must look at desire acts at three levels

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at the level of the sensory system in dreaming senses at the level of the

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sensory system at the level of the mind and at the level of the intellect at the

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level of the intellect the mind and the sensory system if you ask isn't the mind intellect the same thing they are

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basically the same thing but two different functions the mind here includes the emotions thoughts memories

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all of that intellect is understand and knowledge and clarity so at each of

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these levels desire operates working through that it plaques the spiritual

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seeker does not allow us to progress then what must we do we must first of

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all control it at the outset at the level of the senses look at Krishna's

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teaching the next verse 41 the smart Tom in reonardo niyama bharatarsabha pop Mon

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Impreza he innum Jana Big John Enosh Adam first of all o Arjuna look to the

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senses the sensory system what we are seeing what we are tasting what we are

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hearing what we smell what we touch the inputs from the world to the five gates

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of this of this idea the five senses I was saying yesterday how if you eat just

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about anything in this country now they are so conscious about what we eat which somebody goes out into the garbage bin

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there and roots around there and picks up something some half rotten thing and stuffs it into his mouth to be immediately sick we get sick immediately

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but that's what we are doing through the five five doors of the senses whatever

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the world puts before us any kind of trash that we drag in through the eyes whether it's from the TV or internet or

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just gossip which people we have especially keen here for what people are saying about us mostly to be unkind so

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why do you want to listen to that when you drag it into the mind when you pull

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in all these things what people are saying what you are seeing on in the mostly in the media or in the internet

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and you pull it into the eyes and all of it is dumped into the mind no wonder the mind is sick no more that

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the mind is exhausted no wonder the mind is clogged with this so the first thing

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would be at the level of discipline at the level of the senses there's a saying

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that what a tragedy of my life a spiritual seeker says this the tragedy

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of my life is I have become the servant of my servant the mind is my servant and the

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sense organs are the servants of the mind but I have become the servant servant of the sense organs the eye

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wants to see this I run and work hard to get you know first ticket for that movie

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so that I can go and see it because I just want to see that year's want to hear that so I work hard to do to here

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to supply things for the years the tongue wants to taste this and you have entire streets the restaurants eat that

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is the street the hotel's feel its food is necessary for maintaining this body

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that's all it is but an enormous industry to pander to the sense of taste

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I remember once I was very sick many years ago but about 20 years ago and I

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was in the hospital and so sick that I couldn't eat anything for two weeks so they had me on an IV and if you gave me

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something I would have thrown it up but the interesting thing was when I slept at night I dreamt about all the foods

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that I I liked as a kid if you are actually walking me up and presented me

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with all those foods I wouldn't have been able to eat it because the physical system is not capable of it and taking that food but you know what happens it's

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not just the body which wants that the mine and the sense organs want taste

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that's not in the best interest of the body it's just the sense organ is designed that way to wants particular

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tastes and there are certain evolutionary reasons behind it why our sense organs evolved that way but it's

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like that so it's not helpful it's damaging for the physical system but the

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sense organ wants to enjoy that even when the body cannot eat it projects

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those desires in the form of dreams so taste hearing smell touch especially

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seeing sense organs dragging all kinds of trash from the world and dump it in

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the mind no one that we cannot make spiritual progress so that's the first thing God the gate

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of the subtle body the five gates of the subtle body indriyani our dough first

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control that then we go to the so controlling that means drawing a limit

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around yourself these are my standards this is what I consider to be decent

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this is what I consider to be non indecent immoral I will not step outside

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just because it is there do I have to enjoy it just because it is

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available do I have to see it just because it's there do I have to taste it no it's a it's a little kid a toddler

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will behave like that what is in front we'll just take it put it in the mouth why should we behave like that so

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exercise that control I remember once in the ministry when I joined as a young monk we had a great teacher I mean I can

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tell the name Swami suita and eg who is now the vice-president of the order he was our the sonne in charge and we were

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young novices many of us there were 10 or 12 one of the olden monks quipped that the road has to be broadened now

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because when the Swami walks all these 1012 young monks they walk with him and so you need a wider Road so every day we

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would walk with him at night and he would teach us wonderful I mean those are the I would consider them the foundation of my monastic life wonderful

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years I remember one day when we had finished a walk and we are going back to

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the monks quarters and it was night and all these young people we are all in

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white the novices wear white and the Swami was with us and is walking past a

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flowering tree with a creeper it's fragrant flowers and as they walk past I

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smelt it and the Swami is so alert he immediately whipped around and looked

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at me just because it is there do you have to enjoy it you have to smell it that is not the sign of a yogi that

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alertness you might think what's wrong in smelling a flower even if you do do

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it in an alert way don't let that this is a sense of smell which pulled you you are not alert at that time

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I want to enjoy it so go there I want to taste this so eat that I want to see

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that so see that no have you consciously decided to do it have you made a choice to do it then

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it's not so bad but you have not made a choice your your senses did not consult

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you they just made you do it this is drag you there and made you do it so that's

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what he's objecting to that's not the sign of a yogi are you mindful you're

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not mindful your senses are pulling you here and there how could you be a yogi how can the Vedantic teaching about the

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isness be the silent witness beyond the body and mind how can you stabilize

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yourself in that if the mind keeps getting dragged out here and there by the five senses so I meet Orion and in

55:56

direct contrast to this Swami Tori Allen there was once in Baylor mud in the main

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monestery now in summer in balloon but it gets very hot I I remember this time

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when I flew out of Manhattan somebody asked so Swami what are you going to do to beat the heat I said to beat the heat

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I'm going to California to San Diego and then to Calcutta and he said yeah that's the way to do it it's very hot there in

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in summer and so there's a beautiful drink a lovely cooling drink made of

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curd what you might call a kind of lassi with lot of ingredients put into it which is offered to the deity Sri

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Ramakrishna in the main temple envelopment in summer every day it's offered and after being offered it

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becomes Prasad they offered food like sacramental food and every day one monk

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gets it so next to somebody else will get it next to somebody else will get it

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I've got it too and I would look look forward to it was really wonderful in a sense something in that heat specially

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and it's an old tradition when Trudy under she was dead it was his turn so the Ramachari came with the glass

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with that fake white drink and very nice and gave it to him

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one sip and he returned it he said take it away and the young monk was flustered

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he said why Swami is it not good and Swami said it is good that's why it is

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good that's why look at the iron control the exercises over over the the gates of

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the subtle body the senses the tongue and yes there was once a feast in

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Bellaire mud in Swami Siwon understand these funny stories are there and a good

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food and a monk from advatage from which is in Calcutta he heard about it it is a

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grapevine among the monks is called the Lotus wine sir he's a knight who's going

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to be nice food in petaluma today so he landed up in better beltzman and lo and behold Mahesh Bhatt's Swami

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she wanted was the president of the order looked at him why are you here today he fumbled he couldn't lie so he

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fumbled and fumbled and from and hemmed and hawed and imma push much looked at

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him and he said I see go back to your ashram immediately and the poor person

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had to go back without taking the food I remembered another incident from the

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Himalayas where these monks there was a great teacher I went to his he has

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passed away I went to the cottage where he lived and this vedantic teacher his name is topo1 swami he was the teacher

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read over the Ching my mission Swami chin man under he was chinmaya and his teacher but he lived all his the rest of

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his life in his the Himalayas till then so there's a little cottage very lived now there's a reminiscence about him the

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groups of people would come the monks would come to learn Vedanta from him sit around him he is very austere you have

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to be first of all you have to be a monk otherwise he will not teach then you have to get your own accommodations he will not accommodate you in his hut and

59:17

difficult to get accommodations there you have to find your own Hut or cane and I really mean that even today you

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have to find your own cave amongst to live there even now and you have to beg

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for your food and then you get to classes a day and that's it no Q&A nobody will have our

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Q&A but no kill any one of the monks after the class waited for the class to

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be over and he went to top one saw me and asked a question and the Swami said looked at him coldly and said go back to

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your Hut and contemplate this is only answered man on KJ pump Ramachari maharaj monkey he could go and go and

59:58

think about it no answers only the teaching now one day the monks were

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gathered around for the teaching and a delivery man came up with a basket of fruits and sweets some devotee had sent

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it for the Swami and a male and you can imagine all those starving monks have

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been used to the rough food of the of the mountains you see all this nice food from the cities and they are so today we

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go into happy surely he can't eat it all himself so he's going to share it with us and the Swami said ok take it inside

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the hut put it there and he went on with the class as if nothing has happened maybe tomorrow the next day the class

60:38

started he didn't even mention the food inside the hut by the second day the students were grumbling and gossiping

60:45

about it this Swami is he eating it all himself won't you give anything to anything of it to us in the evening

60:53

class as the class convened and there was some disgruntlement about her about the food going on in their minds the

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teacher said to one of the young monks go inside get that basket and everybody thought ah so the rolling of the sleeves

61:07

and the bottom of the basket it had not been opened he hadn't touched any of it and then the Swami said go to the Ganges

61:16

and throw it into the Ganges and took it and threw it into the Ganges and Swami went on with the class having

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taught a great lesson in how the mind behaves the sense organs how did I you

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are here to learn about the self that you are Brahman infinite existence consciousness and you're worried about a

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couple of mangoes that's the that's the sense organs so control that first then

61:44

the mind comes under control the mind comes under control in meditation and

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prayer only went first the outer circle the senses are control then controlling

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the mind focusing the mind and God is much easier then what do you do then we come to the real point of this teaching

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42nd verse indriyani / on yahoo in

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rebirth param Maha Manasa stupor or booty yo D paratus - sir he says o

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Arjuna now watch yourself pinned Ria's the sense organs sensory

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system is powerful excellent para means excellent powerful but look inside

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subtler than the senses inner to the senses and more powerful than the senses

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Sanskrit words are Sushma protec Bunim

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para means more powerful so more powerful in the senses inner to the

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senses subtler than the senses is the mind the mind transcends the senses

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because clearly the mind is settled in the senses you can just look into

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yourself and see the five sense organs and the mind is subtler than that and the mind is inner to the senses the

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senses are the outer gates inside of the mind just look it's true and the mind is

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the one which controls the senses here is a secret of spiritual practice if the

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mind is that which controls the senses shouldn't you start off by controlling the mind if the mind control then the

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senses are automatically controlled true in principle in practice it doesn't work in practice you have to start with the

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cross it the gross the outer just to start with the senses then only the mind comes

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under control all right then Manasa stupor our would be inert to the

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mind subtler than the mind more powerful than the mind is the intellect inner to

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the mind subtler than the mind more powerful than the mind is the intellect intellect is a function which dwells in

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the mind itself it's subtle it's the funk needs a function of clarity and knowledge and conviction when you say I

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am say I am so nice or appear and if the intellect which is convinced of this is

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that intellect which must be convinced I am such it Ananda ah hum Brahma asked me I am Brahman it is that intellect which

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must be convinced all right so the intellect is subtler than the mind inert to the mind more powerful than the mind

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controller of the mind again shouldn't we be controlling the intellect in that

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case control the intellect educating to the intellect can control the mind but we know it's not true we may read all

64:37

the books in the world but we still complain our minds are not in control do you remember the mouth and elephant

64:43

example I gave you yesterday yes the intellect understands books it

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understands vedanta talks it understands Gita and Upanishads the mind has a mess

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of desires and tendencies rooted in it so first of all the mind has to be

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carved again the outer has to be calm before the inner can take charge Plato

65:06

said famously to know what is good is to be good to know what is good is to be

65:14

good so if you educate a person in morals and virtues the person should be virtuous and moral but we know that it's

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not true we know what is good that's what do do then I was saying I know it's good but what's the problem I don't feel

65:27

like doing it I know what's wrong I can't stop myself from doing it so the intent what happens is the

65:33

intellect is educated in what is good but the mine does not is out of control

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so the intellect cannot execute the mahute cannot control the elephant the

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elephant doesn't want to listen the Mahad the mind and the sensory system do not respond to the knowledge

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of the intellect it's only when you control the external the sensory system

65:55

then control the mind then the knowledge in the intellect will will be the intellect will be able to execute that

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knowledge you would they arrest us to

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serve beyond the intellect that which is beyond the intellect is the Atman is the

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real self think about it if there are no thoughts no ideas no knowledge no memory

66:25

what are you your still that's that presents that existence that awareness

66:31

that witness within which shines upon the intellect which shines upon the mind

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which shines upon the sensory system that unchanging existence consciousness bliss right now you are that what has

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happened is we have forgotten that and we identify ourselves with the intellect mind sensory system and think I am this

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individual what we have to do is to see that I am NOT the sensory system I am

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not the mind and not the intellect and the existence consciousness beyond the

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intellect the intellect the mind and the sensory system are objects and I am the

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pure subject this is what we have to understand established in that we can

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now use the intellect mind and sensory system for spiritual practice I have to

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repeat that that's the conclusion that Atman which we understood yesterday has pure existence within ourselves

67:28

established in that the intellect convinced that I am NOT the intellect

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itself I am the Atman beyond the intellect the eye in the mind should refer to that

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which is beyond the mind the I should not refer to the mind body system the

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identity now is with the mind body system the identity has to be shifted to

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the witness of the mind body system the pure existence which is beyond the mind body system established in that here is

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this illusion which Arjuna's being is being given by Krishna established in that you can actually bring the mind and the

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senses under control he says in next a mumbled a poem but dois sung stopped at

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mana mana janeshia through maha-baho Carrboro boom

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das Adam she's all Arjuna o mighty warrior having understood getting

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clarity that you are not the mind body system you're not the intellect Eve and you're not even the mind you're not even

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the senses beyond all of this that pure existence bliss is what you are

68:38

established in that bring the sensory system and the mind and intellect under

68:44

control using the sensory system mind and intellect using them use the

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intellect to bring the mind under control use the mind and intellect to bring the senses under control and thus

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you will be able to pursue spiritual path that which is literally the test

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and the translation is that which is beyond the intellect know yourself to be that knowing yourself to be that now use

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the intellect the knowledge and intellect to bring the mind in line use the mind to bring the same sort and same

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line and then you will be able to proceed in spiritual practice it's a

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subtle teaching but a very powerful teaching I'll end the tonic something

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that I myself heard one of the Swami's who might know and we know him to be a

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very advanced spiritual soul buddy AB and spiritual practitioner once he was telling me how he overcame lust and he

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described it and I will this this is what was in my mind I listened to him

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and I said Swami unless you have had the realization that you are not the mind

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body system you are the Atman the witness beyond the mind body system you could not have done this because what is

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the nature of lust or desire any kind of desire the nature of desire is I want and what is the nature trying to control

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I do not want if the desire is there I want and and you're trying to say I do

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not want what'll happen if you're trying to pull it back and it is I was trying to go forward you have a conflict that's

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the nature of conflict where I Who am I and the mind and body and the senses and

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the mind and the intellect and what what what what do you want I want these things what else do you want I don't

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want to want these things I want to control them desire is right there so

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the mind and the intellect and senses say I want and you're trying to do spiritual practice with that the enemies

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in the house you're trying to do spiritual practice with that and in Bengali disassociate if you touch so any

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neighborhood I won't translate that folklore they use some kind of grains to

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drive away ghosts person possessed possessed by a ghost so some kind of technique is you some grains and all

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they are sprinkled I know but if the the ghost is in the grains themselves then you can't drive it at it so it's only

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when you see that the mind the senses and the intellect are the vehicle it's

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not you you are separate from them then you can bring them under control that clarity must come I am NOT these things

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they are the instrumentation the equipment which belong to me and they

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will do what is good for me I am NOT there to do what's good for them and what they think is pleasant

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when that position you take then things fall into line and then spiritual

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practice meditation prayer unselfish action devotion to God and Vedanta which

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are all of them become easy so I asked that Swami you must have had that

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enlightening experience that I am NOT the body of the mind otherwise you cannot do this you will feel torn apart

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what you just said Anna Sonia smiled and admitted it to me he said yes long ago

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many many years ago but clarity came clearly I saw that - body and mind alright we'll stop here

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and take some questions the power of choice the presentation was divided into

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two parts one was this thing what do we want in life make a choice clearly that

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we want enlightenment the second thing was that once once you go under in path of enlightenment

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seeking enlightenment there'll be obstacles that was Arjuna's question and Krishna's answer we saw but

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realizing yourself basing yourself on the clarity that you are the Atman bring the sensory system mind and intellect

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under control question

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is there any other way you can give

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yourself power right notice what you

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said it's very hard now the question is why is it hard that's what Arjuna is asking that's

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where do you turn a gave up it's too hard why is it hard and you notice what is

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Krishna's answer it's hard because you identify yourself with the body mind the

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body mind where those things reside I am that body see I am the body the tongue I

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am the tongue and the and the eyes and the ears the tongue wants to taste nice things so what do I say I want to taste

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nice things sweet things the eyes want to see such an such thing which might be unhelpful for my spiritual practice but

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since I am this system I say I want to see it and when I try to spell up

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practice spiritual practices I say I want it at the same time I say I don't want it I'm trying to control it and

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that's why it becomes hard what was krishna's solution he says first

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get a clarity about this fact that you are not this sense body mind sense

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system how do you do that notice it notice is it difficult to

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notice the senses that I have eyes and I see through the eyes is it difficult to

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notice no it's a fact pay attention here are the senses they have their

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individual tastes you know something is pleasant for the eyes something is unpleasant something is present for the

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tongue something is unpleasant deeper than the eyes is what what was mentioned here the mind inner to the eyes subtler

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than the eyes and more powerful than the my eyes or sense system is the mind the

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mind also has its own the desire that was embedded there but I am NOT the mind

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also and then subtler than the mind inner to the mind more powerful than the mind is

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intellect I am NOT the intellect oh so he says beyond the intellect if I am NOT

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these then what happens is follow this carefully the senses the mind and the

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intellect and their tendencies the desires and then whatever you say what what resides in them they all become

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objects for me like this thing like this object before me it becomes an object in in my

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consciousness then it becomes easier to control because I am no longer those

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things if I am that then every desire in that system is my desire then how can I

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control it it becomes an endless strife do you get what I'm saying Krishna

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Krishna is asking asking you to step back from that system you are really not

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that sense mind intellect system but you have become identified with it you dissociate yourself in your

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understanding in the intellect itself the understanding comes in the intellect itself then it becomes easier

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the one inside suppose you want something no listen listen what listen

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to what I'm saying listen to what I'm saying when you say I want something

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whether the tongue wants it or the eyes want to see something or whatever it is are you aware that you want it you have

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to say yes or no you're aware that one which is aware of the mind and its

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desire where is the desire is the desire in the consciousness or a desire is in

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the mind desire is in the mind you don't

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seem to be sure you don't seem to be sure this has to be done very subtly

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watch this carefully a desire say let's take a simple desire I want to eat a cookie simple desire where is the desire

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it certainly functions to the sense that the sense of taste and the desires also

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in the mind right and it's in the intellect what did krishna say follow this carefully krishna said the the the

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location of desire where desire functions is on the sensory level at the mental level at the intellectual level

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what's at the sensory level a particular taste I want this what's at the mental level

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past impressions cookies are nice I want to eat cookies what's at the

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intellectual level that a conviction that this is a good thing to have and it will give me pleasure some kind of

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feeling is that it gives pleasure it has given pleasure in the past if I eat it will give pleasure that kind of understanding is there that kind of

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desire is there understanding in the intellect desire in the in the mind and certain tendencies of the tenth of the

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senses you see there each thing is place it carefully it requires careful thought

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and observation now are you aware of

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these tendencies of them says the desire in the mind and this understanding in their intellect are you

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aware of this you have to say yes and I

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will not go forward if I get a cookie

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I'll eat it if I don't it's fine with me you can go ahead like that stumble and I'll get hurt and we will never get

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anywhere in licensed way the answer requires thinking if you say in a veil

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on to class if I get a cookie I'll eat if I don't get it's fine with me where is the real aunt in this where is the

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solution to your problem in this you just said you have a problem the six

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enemies you say mother mozzarella pride and delusion and greed and anger these are the six enemies your father told you

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you have to control them you just said and then you said it's a problem difficult to control them we have a

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problem now then aunt is giving you a way of solving that problem the rail requires

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thinking they requires understanding what are the steps of understanding you

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must walk with me if you just stick to if I have a cookie I'll eat it if I

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don't have a cookie I won't eat it there's no there's no progress there take littles for the step the step is

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this identify where is the problem the

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senses have what tendencies the mind has what certain desires the intellect has

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what are wrong understanding that this cookie will make me happy it has made me happier little make me happy now

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do you have understood these things is it clear at this stage is it clear some clarity darling now follow this the

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next step very carefully the awareness in which this understanding is coming

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that awareness does it have those tendencies desires or wrong understand

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wrong understanding know that awareness is free of this proof when you have a

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desire for cookies you are aware of the desire for cookies you don't have a desire for cookies all day long when you

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don't have a desire for cookies the awareness is still there no desire so awareness is there awareness by me not

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that I mean consciousness you the consciousness knew the awareness out there when the desire is dead you their

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awareness or consciousness you are there when the denial is not there proving there by you the awareness are free of

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that comes the desire it arises in your light it disappears in your light now what Krishna says answer the

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question who are you are you the senses are you the mind are you the intellect

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or are you this awareness you will say I am that awareness the senses and the

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mind and intellect are instruments which I use having stepped back into that

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awareness it becomes much easier to deal with the intellect mind and senses being

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in the middle of that I want and I don't want your in the mind it becomes

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difficult he says this is much easier this is the methodical way to go about

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it I am the awareness does awareness or consciousness need a cookie if you see a

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tongue does the tongue need a cookie you might say yeah the tongue needs a cookie the car tongue tongue once the cookie

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but does consciousness pure consciousness need a cookie no it does

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not if I am pure consciousness as pure consciousness I couldn't released bothered whether I

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have a cookie or not right okay so this is the clue but I will go on to one or

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two more questions before we end over here yes

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all right I think I get the ten trend of your question control the senses first

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start with the gross and the outermost that gives you some freedom to control the mind and then the that gives you

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some freedom to correct the error in the intellect all of this becomes easier

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when a Vedantic conviction Vedantic understanding that I am neither the intellect nor the mind not the senses

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that is there based upon that now you can first control the senses then control the mind then bring the correct

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the error in the intellect yeah if you are seeing about about the sequence of

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practice remember I pointed out knowledge is very difficult if the mind is not concentrated concentration of

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mind is very difficult if the if the desires have not been purified so first of all karma yoga helps in purifying

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desires meditation helps in concentrating the purified mind and then

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the vedanta which are gives result as the clarity that I am NOT the body mind

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practically what you have to do so Dracula to do 20 years of karma yoga first and then 10 years of meditation and then few few around 2 retreats no

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you have to do all of them but see where the shoe pinches and that's where you must focus question

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okay yes all right all right

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you used the terms Akash and maja it's an example gutta mayne spot pot space guitar kasha

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means pot space and maja kasha means the universe - the space all around now what

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the example what they're doing there is a saying that space is actually

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indivisible space is one and indivisible you see around you but what we do is we

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construct barriers we construct structures and we say inside the house

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and outside the house the space of the house here is a space of this lecture

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room here's a space of the overflow room it's actually one space it's because of the walls that it looks different

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exactly like that apart if you keep apart there's space inside the part in

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the space outside the pot this very language the space inside the pot and space outside the pot it's an illusion

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created by the existence of the part actually space is not broken up by the existence of the pot the understanding

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would be like this suppose you take a pot empty pot then space inside it if you carry it from one

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place to another the pot has moved now do you think the space in the pot has

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moved also if you take or say the answer

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I don't know all right let me make it easier let me make it easier listen

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listen carefully there is a pot with water in it if you move the pot is the

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water moving along with the pot now people even now someone not very clear

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you move them move the pot with with water in it is the water moving with the

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pot on Nadia you'll make a good awful mess if you don't if the water doesn't move with it you have got the water in

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the pot and move the pot in the water stays there you'll make a mess okay now

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so the water moves and you move the pot clearly but if it's an empty pot by the

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same logic does the space in the part move when you move the pot the air moves

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but but does the space move the air moves certainly if you have the if you

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have blocked them at the mouth of the pot and then you move with the air inside moves it is also kind of fluid

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but does the space move along with the pot no it's rather the depts through

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space so really speaking follow this the pot does not delimit or cut off space it

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just seems like that it's like there's space in this pot has occupied has cut

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off this much space it just looks like that actually part does not delimit space does not demarcate space not only

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the pot our house is also we think this is inside my house and that's the space outside my house this space is for this

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that space it's an entire delusion created by the presence of these structures nothing really happens to

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space none of these objects can affect space this is an example what it meant to show

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consciousness pure consciousness pure existence is one and unbroken you feel

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that this object listing existence this object has its own existence this object has its own existence no what they're

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trying to show is existence in this place is has taken the name and form of a pen existence in this place has taken

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the name name and form of a book it's not that there is something called a book which has existence no licked an

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example of wave and ocean in the ocean in the waves would you say that the wave

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has water in it or water it appears as a wave which is a more logical way of

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speaking what does it look like it looks like this wave has a lot of water that wave is lits less water but that's not

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true even before the wave came the water was there when the wave is there the

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water is there when the wave disappears the water will still be there the wave is nothing but a name and form of the

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same water it's a kind of activity in the same water if the water which itself

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which appears as the waves similarly we are saying it is existence itself pure

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existence which appears is this book with name and form book it is pure existence which appears as the pen with

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name and form pen that is the difference between Sopot space and the total cosmic

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space it's one and the same the pot seems to demarcate cut off that space

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it's it's an illusion that's what example is talking about there's a question we asked last question

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yes thank you for reminding me

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look at this Sri Asian prayers in the Upanishads it comes that all the time for a spiritual seeker to all human

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beings but for a spiritual seeker person who has a spiritual goal that which is pleasant and that which is helpful they

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come and often they are not the same thing what helps you along in spiritual life towards enlightenment is present

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before you and what is pleasant and nice is also present before you you have to

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make a choice continuously do you see what I mean right now what will I do what will I say

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what will I think there's a pleasant activity to do it's nice to let lay down in the bed and go to sleep

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that's the pleasant but what's good what's beneficial if I'm a spiritual seeker it might be to sit and meditate

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both options are open to me right now what do I have to say in this particular

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situation somebody's being annoying and I want to give a sharp retort to that person that's the pleasant easy option

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what's the spiritual option to retain control over my organ of speech and to

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say what is true what is beneficial or to say nothing at all if the situation demands it that control is good for my

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spiritual life lashing out is pleasant for for the ego it's present before me

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the two options are present before me what more so at the level of thought

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right now what thought do I entertain the mind has this capacity of

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entertaining only one thought at a time most of us function on default mode whatever comes to the mind it comes to

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the mind the pleasant mode cruising along thinking about this and that are

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thinking about pleasurable things or thinking about gossip attending or anything that is non spiritual and yet

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pleasant I have a tendency to entertain those thoughts but what's the spiritual

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thing to do to dwell on Vedantic thoughts or if a person has a mantra or some kind of

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spiritual practice then is there any thought that we think throughout the day which is more valuable than the mantra

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no which is more valuable than a spiritual thought no if you've got some

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work to do do it and finish it most of the other time is is just the mind is churning away so you have the power of

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choice very good that you pointed out at these three levels what should I think what should I say what should I do you

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have the power of choice choice between what is pleasant and easy and habitual

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and what is helpful in spiritual life every action Upanishad says it nature

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presents you with a choice normally we do not exercise the power of choice we

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cruise along in default mode you just go out doing it and that's why you never

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get anywhere in spiritual life but if we exercise the power of choice when all the time

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when do we are the power of choice all the time is an interesting thing you know people think we have the power of

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choice only on the first of January our New Year's resolutions no no that's a trick of the mind

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oh I decided to get up early in the morning and do yoga but I failed I know I don't have willpower when did you

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decide 1st of January and then that's it why not decide once again why not decide

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every day and you exactly you can use the power the power of choices unlimited

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24 hours every minute every second is present to you it's fresh and present to you use that power of choice forget what

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I tried it one year ago did not work forget it try it now doesn't work again

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take a decision doesn't work again take a decision because the power is evil it's free and available to you all the

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time the power of choice is available to us 24 hours a day every time about what to

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do what to say and what to think deal with it at the power of thought

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most powerful it will transform your life within a matter of hours or days

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the power of choice is available the way the mind works about the way the mind tricks us is like this mine says that ok

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make up we make a choice I want to get up early and do yoga or something out of meditation and then I fail and the mind

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says look it's meant only for the Swami's I told you you can't do it it's not for you you no good what it

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conveniently hides from you the mind hides from you that you have the power of making the choice the same choice all

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over again at that point continuously exercise the power of choice this is

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called as you said Shreyas and prayers trails means that which is good for us

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preyas means that which is pleasant for us if the two are one and the same it would be nice but often it is not so

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shreya is moksha in no condition the only thing that is ultimately good for

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us is spirituality the rest is all very preyas

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and we get trapped in that because we do not exercise the power of choice being

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attract in this the default mode is to seek the pleasant our body mind systems

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are designed to seek the pleasant the easier the nicer way and so we flow down

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into this into into Dharma artha kama

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nothing wrong with Dharma little bit may be wrong with Arthur and lot wrong with karma what we tend to flow downwards the

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power of choice makes us stick to this yes thank you for telling me alright let's conclude now thank you

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very much so so we'll meet back up at 12 we'll try it

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at 12:05 actually 12:10 let's make it 12:10 it's a half an hour and we have

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again if you your first time you have two restrooms let me just finish this give me one moment here this is finish

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